Post by Cherri on Jun 22, 2015 19:02:39 GMT
There's nothing left to take, but I still try to reach.
Try to swallow it all down, yet I can't seem to breathe.
Just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice
I take it in, now i'm alive.
My phone is set on lock and I don't really care.
There's a tangle and a knot that I cannot repair.
I'm a tragedy, I'm ugly, I'm trying to hide,
I say "Hello" then wave "Goodbye".
See me fall down,
Let me die here,
Slowly.
Nothing goes right.
Not a trace
Of honesty.
I'm to blame
So I'll remain.
'Black', 'White', 'Day', 'Night'
It's all the same.
See it run down,
Cut away,
No worries.
Say no more,
I can surely say that i've "had enough"
I still refuse to believe.
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Everyday would be the same,
Nothing more;
Little change.
If I cared, it would mean nothing,
It's all such a pain.
Friendly bonds are so uneeded,
I don't give a damn
A busy life,
is what I am.
Could it be, that 'family' was a way of escape?
Didn't know if it was right, so I threw it away
Couldn't take it anymore,
I had taken enough.
So then I hid my need for 'love'.
Lay me right down, Let me sleep,
I'm restless.
Cover my eyes, when I'm up
I'll finally,
Fade away.
Here. Today.
Give me a reason,
Then i'll stay.
If I could fly,
If for only a moment.
There wouldn't be, such a need for casualty.
I'm alone,
And that is how it'll be.
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Why does everything I do cause tragedy?
Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here?
Why do I feel so empty inside?
I only want to die...
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See me fall down,
Let me die here,
Slowly.
Nothing goes right.
Not a trace
Of honesty.
I'm to blame,
So I'll remain.
'Black', 'White', 'Day', 'Night'
It's all the same.
See it run down,
Cut away,
No worries.
Say no more,
I can surely say that "I've had enough".
I can't remember...
That very day,
That very day,
Changed me.
Happiness died,
Like a light,
I carried.
I'll sleep tonight,
And hope to finally leave..
A world which I don't believe..
A life which I don't need..
Now, I'll finally be free...
Try to swallow it all down, yet I can't seem to breathe.
Just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice
I take it in, now i'm alive.
My phone is set on lock and I don't really care.
There's a tangle and a knot that I cannot repair.
I'm a tragedy, I'm ugly, I'm trying to hide,
I say "Hello" then wave "Goodbye".
See me fall down,
Let me die here,
Slowly.
Nothing goes right.
Not a trace
Of honesty.
I'm to blame
So I'll remain.
'Black', 'White', 'Day', 'Night'
It's all the same.
See it run down,
Cut away,
No worries.
Say no more,
I can surely say that i've "had enough"
I still refuse to believe.
-------------------------------
Everyday would be the same,
Nothing more;
Little change.
If I cared, it would mean nothing,
It's all such a pain.
Friendly bonds are so uneeded,
I don't give a damn
A busy life,
is what I am.
Could it be, that 'family' was a way of escape?
Didn't know if it was right, so I threw it away
Couldn't take it anymore,
I had taken enough.
So then I hid my need for 'love'.
Lay me right down, Let me sleep,
I'm restless.
Cover my eyes, when I'm up
I'll finally,
Fade away.
Here. Today.
Give me a reason,
Then i'll stay.
If I could fly,
If for only a moment.
There wouldn't be, such a need for casualty.
I'm alone,
And that is how it'll be.
---------------------------------------------------
Why does everything I do cause tragedy?
Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here?
Why do I feel so empty inside?
I only want to die...
------------------------------------------------------
See me fall down,
Let me die here,
Slowly.
Nothing goes right.
Not a trace
Of honesty.
I'm to blame,
So I'll remain.
'Black', 'White', 'Day', 'Night'
It's all the same.
See it run down,
Cut away,
No worries.
Say no more,
I can surely say that "I've had enough".
I can't remember...
That very day,
That very day,
Changed me.
Happiness died,
Like a light,
I carried.
I'll sleep tonight,
And hope to finally leave..
A world which I don't believe..
A life which I don't need..
Now, I'll finally be free...
